Hello Readers! It's been a litte while so much has been going on since the last post, but I'm sure everything has been fine.

2017 is coming to a close rather quickly! I can proudly say goodbye to this year and not beause it was blah- but mainly because I feel like 2018 can be, no, it will be my breakout year. I feel in my innerbeing that I'm ready for the goals to be achieved, and reached. I have been a victim of my own procrastination for a long time and in 2018 I am saying its enough! It's time for me to take the training wheels off and go full speed on what I aim to do with my life and my career. 

With that hardy introduction I am announcing that I will be starting my own clothing line in the year of 2018! I'm starting it off small and will steadily build my pieces up. I'm actually proud of myself for taking this small step of even saying it publicly. Having my own clothing line was something I knew in my heart that I been dreamig of doing for years. But I woud never starton it or I'd think on and say "someday maybe...The perfect timing would be this." But you know what, that someday is now and not another minute later. I'm taking a walk of Faith on this up and coming journey and it feels amazing! The gift to create is really blessing and I intend on sharing that soon with the world. 

Hey Readers! Haven't checked in what seems like forever; but I promise nothing has changed about me only my age (haha). I recently just turned 25, and so I've been doing some thinking about my Life, Goals and future Career the basics. Even though I'm not fully where I wish to be right-now I'm still in a good position, but now more than ever I just wish that I felt more fuller and by that I mean gain weight. Gaining weight is mainly half of my personal goals that I listed for myself that I set pretty much every year. For most of my life I've weight the same! No fluke guys I mean like I truly stayed at 98 for years. I have the biggest high metabolism which causes me to literally burn though weight like boiled water on the stove, so yeah it's real.  The best breakthrough with gaining weight was last year out of nowhere I picked up weight and went to 103 without knowing and next thing I knew it vanished like poof.  This quick metabolism is hilarious. Even though people tell me "You should be lucky!" or "I wish I had that" Uh ya sure? and the popular saying "you'll gain just eat more". Like I don't 5 times my serving of meat and cake?  Cmon Son.. I can eat the whole refrigerator and only see 2 pounds. At 25 personally, in my head I had this goal set to be a different number... . I guess I'm just so tired of being the "tiny" one. Sick of being seen as a Kid, or a middle schooler, when actually I'm an adult!! Reality is My body needs a change. This is How I feel Right now. Any girl/ young woman that is going through this quick metabolism life knows exactly what I'm feeling, it's a challenge by far to gain weight, nobody can fully understand it but the person that is in and knowing that I can speak about it in a way of release without any sting of emotion is a largely funny situation & it feels good. FYI There Is not a  hint of sadness while I'm writing this at all, so if you're reading thinking I'm writing this as a petty party starter think again! (Smiles)  I've been tiny all most of my life, so now I'm like "Body do your thing lets get it together boo! Succeed and thrive baby" (laughs) But you know I do thank God that I'm perfectly healthy, I'm naturally thin and my body isn't sick or rejecting food, It's working fine, I'm mentally strong and great!  I'm strong in all areas, I'm happy, personally I crave this body change for myself and only for myself.  I call this awaking Body peace: and this peace is something that I've had with myself for years,knowing and understanding how my body works, knowing how naturally thin I am and being being at peace with that also knowing nothing is horrifically wrong just food for me takes time to show up. Real talk you'd be surprised how many others are dealing with this and they don't have peace within themselves and they driven themselves crazy over it. Weight gain for me It's a process that I have to trust, am I trusting but you know how people workout to a better them I want a better me pass 98 pounds. Growing up I now know the meaning of "I just want this for myself".  Being a Stylist, I can wear clothing that accentuates my good fit tiny body and I look perfectly fine, but It's just weird that the lady at the food sample table in Publix ask to see my mother because she doesn't want to give a food tester to me because I could be allergic, and I need parental supervision!  A 25 year old needs parental guidance to try food.  The pure disrespect. (laughs)  Situations happen like that all the time to me.  Really Can I at least go to a size 3. Continuing on.. don't mistake my venting for not loving my body because I completely Love my body, God did a great job, but I just want some extra features the natural way and personally it's been eating at me just more than usual. No I'm not insecure at all trust me I'm the most confident person you'll ever meet 5'0 ft and all. I am embracing my body for what it is, but why should I keep myself to a period, when I can push it to a comma? You see what I mean?! (laughs) No I'm not defined by a scale number, or what a person view me as a child because what I am appearing by size to be, but I just want to feel whole and not so light. I can careless about what other woman look like in magazines or television, or instagram, like that stuff is falsified garbage. This is me just wanting to feel good for me. Really When I get into a relationship with my future boyfriend I don't want to look like little girl, hello I am a woman! A grown woman I want to not only feel like it mentally on the inside, but I truly want look like it. That's all I want. Readers If you have the same Issue that I am dealing let me know! Comment and tell me.

Remember, Miracle Loves You.

Hey readers, let's talk about Life Goals...

 I know everywhere you turn you see somethings that you obviously want in your life and you just be like "#LifeGoals I want that". Rather it be a new career, starting your own business, a clothing line, a makeup line whatever you want. 

At our ages in the 20s it's always something we want, but now as we begin to actually grow into our own person aka real adults outside of our parents and just being known as their kid. We're finally realizing that we are by far our life's captain! We can really make our Life goals become reality! We can there's no Highschool holding us back and we barely have hardcore stress, the most we have are wicked college loans, but with all of that in conclusion what is stopping us from achieving our dreams? Nothing! That's right nothing. I'm sure we have stuff we deal with in our day to day lives, but come to think about it you can make excuses 24/7 but those excuses are adding what? It's adding 0 to your bank account. It's adding 0 to your dreams and it's adding 0 to your future and your goals. 

Sure it's a lot easier to doubt about the goals you have... Sure they are pretty huge and you have no idea how to get yourself up and going to reach them, but that's just it. Starting unsure, standing on that limb isolated that's where you have to jump for it. Find that inner beast that's hungry to be successful, that's hungry for a new wave of life that you honestly can't attain unless you stop making excuses and just go for your goals. Be a savage for what you want out of your life.

 

The people that you see with things you may call Goals, they all had to start at point 1 like you have to start, we all have to start at ground low  to get at that great somewhere destination place that we want to be. Thing is none of us has the perfect map trail on the road of success and the road to success isn't one with fresh flowers nor a little lemonade stand when you're thirsty. The road has bumps, it has sleepless nights of research and falls too, there's also a little bench on the side when you feel like second guessing and wondering if you made the right turn, but all of those things just makes you thankful when you reach your goal because those many situations make you for the extreme better. 

Here's my own inspiration for you my readers. 

1.Instead of making a "Wish List" make a Goal List. You don't have a genie! Write down a goal you want to reach daily that'll help you get to your biggest goal. 

2. Find a person that's achieved what your goal is and study them. See what they've done and incorporate that into you work. The more information you know, the more it helps you. 

3. Eliminate all the doubts you think in that mind and say from your mouth. There are zero Excuses! Excuses doesn't live with you anymore. The biggest mistake is being your own setback remember there's no such thing as impossible, you can make anything happen.

 4 make a Vision board. Find photos of what your goals in life are and place the board in your site everyday to keep you encouraged daily, once you see what you're building yourself towards you'll be good. 

5. Remove any toxic and negative people from around you! This is very important because the company you keep is the strongest reflection of you. If you want to reach your goals and accomplish a dream your friends should encourage you to push forward, but if your crew is doing opposite and sowing seeds of negativity? Cut them off. 

The 6th and final piece of inspiration advice is to Pray to God for strength! Jumping into a field of new beginnings and going towards a goal in your life can be a challenge and sometimes it's hard. Starting your career that you're passionate about is tough, you may get low on money, you might not even have enough cash to go out to eat at your favorite place, but you know without a doubt all your hard work will pay off. That's when you have to keep your faith and trust God that'll he'll help you get through it. God does have a plan for all of our lives and as we reach a stage of noticing that God wants more out of our lives than what we settle for we'll see his plan. Okay this topic is at its end and I hope everyone of you who's reading this will go out make their goals into a reality. Life is too short to live it boring. Trust that you got this, believe in yourself, take those steps of faith and work hard for the life you want. Remember Miracle Loves You!