Okay Hey amazing readers! It's been some time and a little cold, but spring has sprung and so has my blessings. Let me tell you God has been sending blessings down and it's just been mind blowing! Honestly I've been praying for things about my life, career and God has been coming through every time. Currently I have been featured in Look Vine a fashion digital magazine (YAY!) for knowing how to work Casual Style! 

This is just a step of many more things to come! I am so excited and just feel so great, because I love what I do, I love fashion & style, the freedom I get from it and showing my originality through outfits, now seeing the result of my working in that field and people are starting to take notice... It's such an amazing feeling! I can not wait to post more news for upcoming ventures & features! 

Hey Readers! Haven't checked in what seems like forever; but I promise nothing has changed about me only my age (haha). I recently just turned 25, and so I've been doing some thinking about my Life, Goals and future Career the basics. Even though I'm not fully where I wish to be right-now I'm still in a good position, but now more than ever I just wish that I felt more fuller and by that I mean gain weight. Gaining weight is mainly half of my personal goals that I listed for myself that I set pretty much every year. For most of my life I've weight the same! No fluke guys I mean like I truly stayed at 98 for years. I have the biggest high metabolism which causes me to literally burn though weight like boiled water on the stove, so yeah it's real.  The best breakthrough with gaining weight was last year out of nowhere I picked up weight and went to 103 without knowing and next thing I knew it vanished like poof.  This quick metabolism is hilarious. Even though people tell me "You should be lucky!" or "I wish I had that" Uh ya sure? and the popular saying "you'll gain just eat more". Like I don't 5 times my serving of meat and cake?  Cmon Son.. I can eat the whole refrigerator and only see 2 pounds. At 25 personally, in my head I had this goal set to be a different number... . I guess I'm just so tired of being the "tiny" one. Sick of being seen as a Kid, or a middle schooler, when actually I'm an adult!! Reality is My body needs a change. This is How I feel Right now. Any girl/ young woman that is going through this quick metabolism life knows exactly what I'm feeling, it's a challenge by far to gain weight, nobody can fully understand it but the person that is in and knowing that I can speak about it in a way of release without any sting of emotion is a largely funny situation & it feels good. FYI There Is not a  hint of sadness while I'm writing this at all, so if you're reading thinking I'm writing this as a petty party starter think again! (Smiles)  I've been tiny all most of my life, so now I'm like "Body do your thing lets get it together boo! Succeed and thrive baby" (laughs) But you know I do thank God that I'm perfectly healthy, I'm naturally thin and my body isn't sick or rejecting food, It's working fine, I'm mentally strong and great!  I'm strong in all areas, I'm happy, personally I crave this body change for myself and only for myself.  I call this awaking Body peace: and this peace is something that I've had with myself for years,knowing and understanding how my body works, knowing how naturally thin I am and being being at peace with that also knowing nothing is horrifically wrong just food for me takes time to show up. Real talk you'd be surprised how many others are dealing with this and they don't have peace within themselves and they driven themselves crazy over it. Weight gain for me It's a process that I have to trust, am I trusting but you know how people workout to a better them I want a better me pass 98 pounds. Growing up I now know the meaning of "I just want this for myself".  Being a Stylist, I can wear clothing that accentuates my good fit tiny body and I look perfectly fine, but It's just weird that the lady at the food sample table in Publix ask to see my mother because she doesn't want to give a food tester to me because I could be allergic, and I need parental supervision!  A 25 year old needs parental guidance to try food.  The pure disrespect. (laughs)  Situations happen like that all the time to me.  Really Can I at least go to a size 3. Continuing on.. don't mistake my venting for not loving my body because I completely Love my body, God did a great job, but I just want some extra features the natural way and personally it's been eating at me just more than usual. No I'm not insecure at all trust me I'm the most confident person you'll ever meet 5'0 ft and all. I am embracing my body for what it is, but why should I keep myself to a period, when I can push it to a comma? You see what I mean?! (laughs) No I'm not defined by a scale number, or what a person view me as a child because what I am appearing by size to be, but I just want to feel whole and not so light. I can careless about what other woman look like in magazines or television, or instagram, like that stuff is falsified garbage. This is me just wanting to feel good for me. Really When I get into a relationship with my future boyfriend I don't want to look like little girl, hello I am a woman! A grown woman I want to not only feel like it mentally on the inside, but I truly want look like it. That's all I want. Readers If you have the same Issue that I am dealing let me know! Comment and tell me.

Remember, Miracle Loves You.

Sunday was indeed a FunDay for me I had the pleasure of being in the building of Vintage and more101 grand opening, the head Girl Boss in charge was Erica Diaz. She was so sweet and kind. The store had the best Vibes ever, from chill music and awesome people just like me spotting great finds, and business minded people connecting with others too. Energy was everything! 

Best part of it all was the atmosphere was a very intimate feeling which is something I love about shops because it has the 1on1 feeling that you sometimes don't have in departments. Few pieces that I love was the ripped deep color sweater and a olive green bomber! Also the hats with brooches attached.

And guys guess what. The prices was amazingly affordable! With good tunes and shopping nothing can go wrong at all and I even met a new person too, who loves fashion and she started her own business.

 Being around others who are in the same field as I am is such a fresh awaking! Being at Vintage101 opening was a blast seeing someone's vision come into action and being a goal getter! All while wearing the flyest boots ever is inspirational.  But it confirms that no matter what your goal is you should start where you are, to get to where you want to be in your life.  Rather you want to be a clothing store owner, beauty guru, stylist whatever... Trust God and Go for it! 

Congratulations Erica! 

 

Fall is basically here even though it hasn't hit on the calendar yet, but you can feel it in the air! With the season being the inspiration of my look I pulled out my Hanes Sweatshirt, but since I never really liked the bottom I made it a crop top! Who says a girl can't buy a sweatshirt and keep like that? #GetYouAGirlThatCanDoBoth 

My jeans are the best it has shape hugger fabric so this works and it's warm so this type of Jean is perfect for the fall. My outfit all around is so me right now I wanted to dress up in a look that can still be used for both night and day without it being complicated. Oh and I wore boot/uggs for the shoes. Tis the season Miracle Loves You!